I feel this huge relief right now. I told that guy that I liked him. I did it in a chickenshit way, but I think now that I have told him I will feel a little bit better.

My friend Jake came up to me today and asked if everything with Eric and me were going okay. I was talking to him. He says that the past couple weeks he has noticed a change in things. I told him that things have been kind of weird since he got grounded. He asked what I meant..I told him that we never talk outside of school anymore because he can't. We both just kind of agreed that it is hard to have a relationship if it only happens while we are in school. I guess he isn't the only one who has noticed things being a little weird. A couple other people have asked questions. I need to talk to him about things...so that it doesn't end, but I am afraid that he is going to get mad at me...

Oh well...If it doesn't work out there are pleanty of other fish in the sea right...Gee Golly...