A couple of my friends are hurting real bad right now and everytime I look at them it makes me sad. I don't know how to make it better and that hurts me. I want to make it better for them, but I can't... I don't know what to do or say about this it just makes me sad.

Last night made me happy though. I went to the choir concert. Sounded great. I still think Eric looks a little funny when he sings, but whatever helps him is cool. It was great. I got to hang out with Eric a little bit before during and after...Vicki made fun of me cuz we were kissing. It was funny. Gawd I love him. He is so freaking amazing!!! No one has no freaking idea. He looks cute with his haircut...his ears stick out more, but that is ok. He has cute ears!

I currently have Eric's ipod. I have been listening to it like all morning. I am sure he probably wants it back...but I like listening to his music...Secretly though. Don't tell him that..lol...all is cool!

Blah I am so bored right now. I have nothing to do...well Ih ave to go to my next class in like 15 minutes, but yeah other than that I have nothing to do...so blah.. I am listening to Come Sail Away by Styx. I like that song. It is good to listen to and to play. It is chill to listen to Jorje play it on his trumpet! He is such a great freaking trumpet player! Yeah...

Uh...so I am going to go now...uh...BYE ^_^