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I don't want to wait for my life to be over.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-11-17T05:11:04-05:00

I think I am close to giving up. For the first time in a long time I really felt like I was nothing to him. I felt like he only tolerates me because I carried his kids around for 7 and a half months. I try as hard as...

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It's my birthday and i'll cry if I want to.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-11-10T12:11:15-05:00

No really though. My birthday wasn't as cool this year. Oh well You get older and have kids...your busy and don't have time to have fun.

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My family.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-10-21T03:10:10-05:00

So this is Steven now. He took this pic about a week after he got out of basic. He looks so good.

I am going to be moving with him...I'm not aloud to say when yet...Just know I will miss you...

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Sometimes I don't understand.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-10-14T12:10:48-05:00

So I am no longer living in monmouth I am in Mac for now. I had a lot of shit happen with my family and I really don't want to go home now...I think it is safer for my boys out here anyway. No being around a kid who...

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To all my loverly friends.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-10-01T03:10:34-05:00

Well, it seems I could be moving away sooner than I thought. Steven is finished with basic and starts school with in the next couple days. As soon as he gets all settled in there I am going to be flying out to Chicago...

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I could kill a tall skinny white boy!

monkey2gigglez — 2008-09-30T03:09:57-05:00

Some guys must think girls are stupid or something....Check this out...

READ FROM BOTTOM TO TOP.

I wouldn't do it with you when we were together I don't know what makes you think I would...

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I Try

monkey2gigglez — 2008-09-11T03:09:03-05:00

Im in one of those weird moods right now. Like I am happy, but I am sad at the same time. I have had a good time the past couple weeks. Been trying to keep myself busy...passing time. I have been trying to figure out...

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His plane leaves in the morning.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-08-04T02:08:19-05:00

Have you ever been around someone so much that when they leave it tears a little hole in your heart. I have.

Steven left for MEPS this morning and he flies out of Portland tomorrow morning. I miss him so...

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Baby blues.

monkey2gigglez — 2008-07-20T01:07:21-05:00

Well, they say almost all mothers get the "baby blues"...I think I have stumbled upon them. I feel a little down and it doesn't help that I feel like my babies daddy doesn't want to be around them much. He says that his...

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My boys are home!

monkey2gigglez — 2008-07-14T12:07:46-05:00

So finally after being in the hospital for two weeks and two days, my boys are home! They have taken to the new environment pretty well. They sleep most of the time for now. They have been awake a little bit just...

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