My summer has started off really bad.

Um lets see...I have a boyfriend who does seem to want to talk to me. I have tried many times to talk to him...I even asked him if he wanted me to bring him back something from Italy and he didn't really answer me. I was in yet another stupid freaking accident. Maybe I should just walk everywhere...at least my body  won't be sore all the time if I trip and fall. I had a dream on friday that really wasn't that great to me...I serisously thought it was real until I woke up...I spent almost all day yesterday sleeping. Not like I could have done anything cool anyway...it was raining.

I really wanted to spend some time with my boyfriend before I left for Italy...all i have is today and tomorrow..I doubt that will happen. What if I don't talk to him all summer...what does that mean of our relationship. Well, it means that I can't keep a boyfriend who lives like 2 miles from me better than I could keep a boyfriend who lives 20 miles from me. Maybe people were right about Jack and I...maybe things should have stayed...then at least I would have a boyfrien who talks to me when he sees me and hugs me. I kind of wish that things didn't end between us because I know that he really did love me. He didn't just say it because he thought I wanted to hear it...he said it because he meant it. With Eric...I just don't know what to do anymore...:'(

I have to go now...I have a graduation party to go to for my cousin.  Hope everyone has a good day and I will probably be able to talk to some of you while I am gone. LUVS