Life is music and your heart keeps the steady beat.

Well, they say almost all mothers get the "baby blues"...I think I have stumbled upon them. I feel a little down and it doesn't help that I feel like my babies daddy doesn't want to be around them much. He says that his dad will only allow him to spend time with the boys for one hour a day. If that is true...gah...I mean...Steven is 21 years old he should be able to stand up to his dad and be like..."MY KIDS I'M GOING" he can't...It drives me crazy. He hadn't spent time with them today...so I was like hey...be home soon...come see them...he kept telling me to call him at 11... He knows I won't so I asked what is the deal...He says..."I just want a day to myself." I was like OMG...he says he is tired...HELLO...I have been waking up every couple of hours for the past week with our children not really sleeping during the day...maybe an hour nap in the evening...He says he is tired...he sleeps at home almost all night and part of the day. He drives me nuts yet I still seem to care some how. GAH

Anywho on a good note...I took my boys shopping for the first time today...I found little U of O and OSU jerseys with the football pants, but they were too big... I want them to be little football players for Halloween.

Well I hope all is well with everyone and their summer is good before school starts and for all the college goers GOOD LUCK and HAVE FUN!